Since my last post I have been racking my brain trying to figure out what to post next. Truth is, I always come up empty. Nothing seems interesting right now. I guess that is depression.
I felt so passionate about this blog when I started it during an impulsive episode but now that I am in a depressive episode it is hard to feel the joy it used to bring. I have to stay positive and hope that joy finds its way back to me.
I want to post something inspirational, deep, or anything I feel strongly about. The stuff I used to post before. But right now this is the best I can come up with.
I feel as empty as this post.
Maybe you’ll learn something from this. Maybe I will too.
Depression is not always sadness. Sometimes it is just this. This empty, lack-luster feeling. Things that usually bring you some sort of happiness are just meh now. Kinda just here waiting for it to pass. Kinda sucks.